Not-a-goodbye

Hej.

To you out there, by this time you read this post, i already step forward to the next step of my life. This past year we have grown together, known each other better, gone through ups and downs, but we made it! And this is us now, i can say that:

Knowing you is a blessing, but you consider me as your koko multiplies the blessing.

People said that when there is hello, there will also be goodbye. Maybe it looks like a goodbye for us right now. And by this time maybe you are thinking "Why must be there a goodbye?" "Why can't the time stop and situation remains like this?". Maybe you heard me said "you will find another koko that will replace me to stand by you". And i remembered how you annoyed of me saying that. But during my thinking time yesterday, i realize it is wrong. Totally wrong.

There will be just only one me. You will not find another people like me. Maybe better. But if you don't find one then, is God so cruel that He separates us? No, of course not. The reason is: you don't need me the way you needed me in the past any more. Look at you now, where you are standing, compare it with the past you. Your position, your personality, your behavior. You have grown so much!

I am really grateful because i feel so loved by you. But this is your time to stand, rise up! You don't need to be fed by me anymore, but it is time for you to feed another people. Another people like you in the past. You have felt the love from me, it is time for you to share that love to another people, make them grow, make them feel special. Be another people's big sister! Looking at the current you, i know you can do it.

And again, koko-dedek-relationship is not a time-limited relationship. I am always your koko, and forever will be. I can't wait to hear and see how much more you will grow, and how much people will be blessed by you. I'm sure you can do that to other people better than how i did to you in the past. Trust Him and see the amazing things that He can do for you, so that you can bless the other. This moment that the world called goodbye, i name it: the next level for us.

This is not a goodbye, i insist.